Monica Furlong wrote this book back in 1980 and I read it then. Today I finished reading it and found even more this time in this wonderful work. A quote I find touching me most powerfully is this one:
Everyone of us is shadowed by a false self. This is the man I want myself to be but who cannot exist, because God does not know anything about him. And to be unknown to God is altogether too much privacy. My false and private self is the one who want to exist outside the reach of God’s will and God’s love – outside of reality and outside of life. And such a self cannot help but be an illusion. Pg. 265. Furlong, Monica. Merton: A Biography. NY. Harper & Row. 1980. I invite you to consider this fine work.